Dear Mom, Thank you - I know I didn't say it enough, at least regarding the acknowledgement of how you truly felt about me. I stayed in a place of misunderstanding in my mind. Not on purpose, I just didn't know any better. I didn't know then what I know now. How to regulate my nervous system. How to quiet that child who believes you were critical of me. and that was far from the truth. You got the brunt of all my unhealed emotions. Yet, you took it, understanding, "That's jus

It was a warm October Sunday. I felt uneasy in so many ways. Words that had not been spoken jumbled my mind, wanting to come out of where they lie to the ears of the one I had been missing. Josiah. I couldn't decide whether it was anxiety or just too much caffeine, or was it the people I was with that were holding me back from speaking to my son? The day crept on, and I needed to remove myself so words could flow.  Finally, I could go, but the wheels on the car had to turn fo

I am in the plant season of my healing. I can once again dig deep into the Earth and allow her soil to heal me. Each year of these 6.5...

Oct 22,23 I am awe-struck by the power of the water as we walk slowly, without destination and on purpose. We have become one mind, One...

It has been 6 Sacred years since you left this planet and created a new path for me~ You, the creator of so much spiritual magic, left...

Phone call dream from Josiah... All day I was getting ready for the Soul retreat. A retreat I attended last year that truly impacted my...

I woke you to tell you this. I want you to know that whether you leave this planet in the first moment of life here on Earth or 100 years...

Earlier today I saw a meme that said, July was Bereaved Parents month, and to reach out to someone you know, let them know you realize...

Processing. It seems that everything is about processing now. I am in this place of looking at everything from a perspective I had been...

I felt like I was lit on fire, every part of me ablaze. My family, torn apart in an instant. How was I, just one person, burning in my...

Moving through. Moving through, A term used to acknowledge the way you have processed a situation, issue, or life event. With everything...

What does it mean to be a mother? As I have come into my 60’s my perceptions and thoughts around this have gone through the gamut of...

It seems every time I come here; I am sad. I suppose that doesn't have to be a bad thing. This Labyrinth connects me to something greater...

I woke at 4:44 am. My eye opened to see the numbers on the clock and would not shut again. I said "Hello" and asked who was there. There...

I woke this morning knowing Josiah had been in my dream again. It was vague, yet the knowledge was strong. I remember I had just gotten a...

JOSIAH WAS IN MY DREAM!!!!! In my dream, Josiah showed up at my home. He looked very much like he did when he was around 27 or 28. Tall,...

I didn’t realize how much writing Because of Josiah had taken out of me. As I look back at the process, it was like a supernatural force...

Mother’s Day 2022 We could all use a break, right? I have been in cocoon mode for months now? Why? I don’t know if I have an answer that...

It's coming. I can feel it begin to well... Like the swell of and ocean wave out in the distance. You know that the water you are seeing,...

I know, I know, what a crazy title.. Empaths take cover? What the hell is she talking about? Well, Let me explain. In this world that is...